If he doesn't love you that way, it's okay, i mean, he has his feelings too, and he tries too be happy, he is. Because all of us liked someone that doesn't feel the same about us, and i know it's hard. But sometimes it's how things go, and somethings just aren't meant too be. But we all need too move on. I'm sure your going too find that special someone that some day. I really hope you don't continue too be sad because of this, but i can't judge anything, after all, i don't know. But your amazing and talented, and i hope you get better!